Finding wholeness through artistic expression and faith.

I spent so long
wondering who I was,
where I came from,
and where I belonged.

I carried questions
no one could answer
and searched for myself
in the faces of others.

Then one day,
in the quiet of my heart,
I heard Him say,

Renata,
you are made new in Me.

Born again,
not into the life
that wounded me,
but into the love
that had always known my name.

No longer defined
by where I came from,
what I had lost,
or who had failed to choose me.

He chose me.

He called me Renata.

Born again.
Made new.
Given an identity
the world could never take away.

Not lost.
Not forgotten.
Not without a home.

I belong to Him.

Renata.

The forest did not ask for flames.
It simply stood, as it had for centuries,
holding the songs of birds,
the laughter of children,
the footsteps of Elders,
and the prayers whispered beneath towering pines.

Then came the fire.

It moved without prejudice,
crossing rivers, roads, and boundaries,
taking cabins built by loving hands,
homes filled with memories,
and sacred places where generations had gathered.

Entire communities packed their lives into a single bag,
unsure of what would remain when the smoke finally cleared.
Some left with photographs.
Some with only the clothes they wore.
Many carried something far heavier,
the ache of not knowing when they would return.

The land remembers every footprint.

It remembers the First Nations who have walked it since time beyond memory.
It remembers the families who planted gardens,
the neighbours who shared coffee,
the children who believed summer would last forever.

Now the highways carry caravans of uncertainty,
while strangers become neighbours,
and neighbours become family.

In the midst of the ashes,
we discover what fire cannot consume.

It cannot burn compassion.
It cannot destroy courage.
It cannot silence hope.
It cannot erase love.

For every hand that reaches out,
every meal prepared,
every firefighter who stands between flame and home,
every volunteer, every prayer, every embrace,
is a reminder that humanity still burns brighter than the fire itself.

One day the smoke will lift.

Green shoots will rise from blackened earth.
Birdsong will return to quiet mornings.
Children will once again run barefoot through fields,
and communities will gather where silence once stood.

Until that day,
may we carry one another.

May we remember that a home is more than walls.
A community is more than a place on a map.
And a people, united in love,
cannot be displaced from one another.

For even when the forest weeps,
hope still takes root beneath the ashes.